#bruh i typed this out once and tumblr ate it and by the time i posted this (9:09) it had literally been almost two hours

[thegoshdarnhero]

1-140 pls ;)

3 Fears: Heights, disappointing the ones i love, and dying without making a impact

3 things I love: sincere affection,Music, you probably 

2 turns on: Harmonics and good kissing

2 turns off: assumptions and closed mindedness 

My best friend: been awhile sonce i’ve seen him but my buddy Logan

Sexual orientation: Pansexual

How tall am I: 6ft’3

What do I miss right now: hm, probably friends in far away places

Favourite color: black& Red

Do I have a crush: man I fall so easily, i’ve tried to get rid of the notion of “crushes” because it leads to aches

Favourite place: my room

What am I listening to right now: “The Muse” by The Wood Brothers

Shoe size: 13 wide

Eye color: hazel

Hair color: brown/black

Meaning behind my URL: it’s a play on my online handle “The God Damn Hero, TheGDHero)

Favourite song: depends on the mood

Favourite band: prob Protest The Hero but there are so many other ones up there

How I feel right now: Pretty okay, indifferent

Someone I love: i’d like to say myself, but can’t but i’m getting there

My current relationship status: Eternally single

My relationship with my parents: Much better than it used to be

Favourite season: Fall

Tattoos and piercing i have: 0

Tattoos and piercing i want: I want a few tats, one being my family Coat Of Arms

The reasons I joined Tumblr: I joined YEARS ago because my GF at the time had one and after we split i never deleted it

Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?: Ha....no

Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?: Nope

How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?: about 45 mins

Have you shaved your legs in the past three days?: NOPE

Where am I right now?: Home

Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?: louder the better

Do I live with my Mom and Dad?: nope

Am I excited for anything?: The sweet release of D- i mean i’m going on vacation soon

Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?: I’d like to think so

How often do I wear a fake smile? Less than I have been

If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?:You

What do I think about most?: If Global warming is a myth then why did Club Penguin shit down?

Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? behinddd

What was the last lie I told?: i’m okay

Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?phone

Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?: sure

Do I believe in magic?: eh

Do I believe in luck?: sure

What’s the weather like right now?: overcast

What was the last book I’ve read?: Girl with the Dragon Tattoo 

Do I have any nicknames?: a few

Do I spend money or save it?: i’m trying to save

Can I touch my nose with a tounge?: nah

Favourite animal?: Lion

What was I doing last night at 12 AM?: Sleeping

What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?: Rivers and Roads

What is my favorite word?: tapioca 

My top 5 blogs on tumblr: tbh i’m not on here enough

If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?: Stop being assholes to each other, Also #32 your table is ready

Do I have any relatives in jail?: nope

What is my current desktop picture?: TSM 2018 wallpaper

Had sex?: sure

Bought condoms?: always

Gotten pregnant?: nope

Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?: Sure

Had job?: yarp

Smoked weed?: yarp

Smoked cigarettes?: not my thing but i have before

Drank alcohol?: not really

Am I a vegetarian/vegan?: nope

Been overweight?: sure

Been underweight?: nope

Gotten my heart broken?: more than once

Been to prom?: nah, PLayed D&D insstead

Been in airplane?: yup

Learned another language?: yup

Wore make up?:yup

Dyed my hair?:Nope

Had a surgery?: Yes

Met someone famous?: a few

Stalked someone on a social network?: nah

Been fishing?: Yup

Been rejected by a crush?: Who hasn’t

What do I want for birthday?: peace and quite, and maybe a new PC

Do I like my handwriting?: eh, take it or leave it

Where do I want to live when older?: hmmm, Japan or Greece 

Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?: Sure

What I’m really bad at:Taking compliments

What my greatest achievments are: Graduating from uni with my bachelors in Audio Engineering 

The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me: listen man, I try not to think about it

What I’d do if I won in a lottery: ensure I could invest and create growth from my gains

What do I like about myself: my wit

My closest Tumblr friend: Technically you

Any question you’d like?...

Are you outgoing or shy?: I guess shy

What kind of people are you attracted to? Kind, and caring people

Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?: Bruh i don’t know if i’m eating breakfast tomorrow 

Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?: not really

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?: man, i don’t even know

What does the most recent text that you sent say?: “Good and Good”

What are your 5 favorite songs right now? 1.2.3.4.5

Do you like it when people play with your hair?: if i’m comfortable with them, even then i have sensory issues

Do you think there is life on other planets?: i mean we can’t be the only things out there

Do you like bubble baths? Not really

Do you like your neighbors?: Never met them

Where would you like to travel?: at the very moment, North Carolina

Favorite part of your daily routine? sleeping

What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?: Face i guess

What do you do when you wake up?: find my will to live

Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?: nah

Do you ever want to get married?: dunno, prob not

If your hair long enough for a pony tail?: Yes

Would you rather live without TV or music?: TV

Have you ever liked someone and never told them?: oh sure

What are your favorite stores to shop in?: i don’t really shop like that

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?: depends

Do you smile at strangers?: fake but yeah

Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?: no, not really

Ever wished you were someone else?: meh only sometimes

Favourite makeup brand? N/A i don’t know shit about makeup

Last thing you ate?: Spaghetti i made 

Ever won a competition? For what? Music composition contest that paid for my first semester of college 

Ever been in love?: you’ve asked this already

Facebook or Twitter?: eh i’m on FB more

Twitter or Tumblr?: Twitter atm

Are you watching tv right now?: nah

What colour are your towels?: White

Favourite ice cream flavour?: hmmm, something chocolate 

First person you talked to today? Jim (my coworker)

Last person you talked to today? @falulu

Name a person you hate?: i don’t hate, or try not to

Name a person you love?: you

Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?: again, i’m not big on violence like that

Do you tan a lot?: nah, just am

Have any pets?: a puppy name Iris 

Do you type fast? so-so

Do you regret anything from your past?: Sure

Ever broken someone’s heart?: Sure i have

Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?: all the time

Is cheating ever okay?: Nah fam

Do you believe in true love?: Sure, hasn’t happened to me yet but sure

What your zodiac sign? Scorpio 

Do you believe in ghosts? sure

Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? ( Death and other Holidays)(Hope you’re happy Smartass)

[theconstellationsinyourskin]

Hey this questionnaire has a lot more questions, so let's do multiples of 6 instead :P oh and 74

jeez bruh …. that’s a lot. also multiples of 6 suck because i can’t multiply by 6 or 8 so this is gonna b interesting

6. lmfao. is this asking for my Type or for friend attractions? i mean tbf they’re basically the same so whatevs. i like people who: are smarter than me, chatty, queer, and funny. also good political views since that’s super important (literally the reason why i fell out of love with my ex lmfao, Bad Takes Central)

12. uh, well, my fav song is always hikaru nara. it’s so sweet and hopeful. i also am atm into chord by myk, cyanine by jioyi, the tales of symphonia credits theme (it’s been stuck in my head for like a week), and basically anything by in love with a ghost

18. yea lmao im in a discord with my first crush. he’s a nerd

24. my fav part of my daily routine, outside of like, people? cause that’s definitely talking to my partner otherwise lel. but uh, i really like biking to and from work. it’s relaxing.

30. there are two reasons i’d actively seek to get married: 1) tax reasons, and 2) getting out of this country easier lmao. otherwise idrc

36. l o o k …….. i get crushes on like 8 people at once …. of course i “like” people and don’t tell them

42. what does this question mean lmfao. if im extremely quiet ?? what does that mean ???? idk im always quiet. i could be having anxiety or i could be Focused™ or i could be annoyed.

48. “have you ever been drunk” lol

54. favorite store??? i hate this question lmfao. i dont have a favorite store but i generally shop at walmart because it’s cheap

60. i don’t recall ever winning a competition, no.

66. (this is a good sign, i know 66 is divisible by 6) yes i like my tumblr friends more than my real friends. i’m not particularly close to anybody irl atm

72. i have an old white towel and a new dark blue one.

74. how many stuffed animals do i /think/ i have? well, i can probably just list them all, i don’t have that many anymore. i have a vaporeon, number 2 the dog from kuroko’s basketball, three cat siblings, a floppy blue monkey, a wolf and a butterfly, a dragon, a beanie baby bear from my birthday i think, three dogs (a mom, a dad, and muffin), a fish, and a duck. that’s. 15 stuffed animals.

78. eh? it used to be mint chocolate chip but im not a fan anymore. i get chocolate chip cookie dough a lot, and double-chocolatey stuff. my absolute favorite is this one from Kroger that has solid fudge chunks in it. i would just … eat the ice cream around the fudge and then eat the fudge. i ate whole tubs of that at once, it was great

84. i’ve never seen mean girls or 21 jump street. is 84 divisible by 6??

90. well, 90 is divisible by 6 so ig we’re fine. uhh i love my partner. i love myself. … i think that’s it on my list of loving people tbh.

96. i don’t have a favorite actress

102. i don’t partake in the experience called “regret”. things happen and i grow and learn. i think there’s value in my negative experiences even if i didn’t get anything positive out of them. it still made me who i am.

108. uh … i could go do laundry ig but i’m getting a headache. I should probably go to the grocery store since i don’t really want hot pockets for dinner (i forgot the word for hot pockets and could only think of pop tarts and pop sockets)

114. (?????? i hope im on the right number) yea i moved out of texas a long time ago lel. i havent been out of the country tho

120. (i … guess i am on the right number) i am not afraid of the dark, no. it’s comforting. also i get headaches easily so the light kinda sucks lol.

126. i’m not really bored, no, i’m answering questions so lol

130. no

132. i have deep conversations every day with multiple people

138. depends on the person and the length. i think …. generally i’m partial to curly hair for girls and straight hair on guys.

144. i’m not a big fan of chocolate anymore? i’d probably say dark, tho. white chocolate macademia is my favorite cookie tho

150. you’re lucky there’s actually a book on my desk right now, bitch. “Day 60. Arrived Perecebo Plantation. Sick.”

[everseeing-eyes]

✨ spread the positivity ✨

these have been in my inbox for months, which i apologize for !! i really just didnt have that much to be happy about. recently, things have been improving, so i’ll try to spread some positivity ✨instead of sending this message to just 10 of my followers though, i’d like to ask all my followers to reblog with 5 (or more) things that make them happy, divine or otherwise!!! ✨

(sorry mine are so long, i got a little carried away)

1. when i have random surges of positive energy, things like love and confidence and motivation. whether the feeling is passive or directed at something specific, its wonderfully refreshing and usually continuously motivating as well.

2. when i wake up on my own from vivid or lucid dreams, and i can remember whatever i dreamed enough to think about and/or process it. being able to have enough time to process and explore what my unconscious mind shows me is more important and helpful than not.

3. being able to walk people through their own divine or otherwise metaphysical experiences is something ive only begun to do recently, but im already extremely grateful for it. being the first to “awaken” and watching zac go through the same things is extremely validating, and he has a bit of help where or when he needs it. we’re both still learning, and now we’re able to learn together rather than separately, which benefits us both.

4. something that i dont think i’ll ever truly get used to, that cant not invoke a strong reaction, is being on the end side of a premonition. when they first started, i would see something in my head and then see it again irl, sometimes almost immediately. now though, theyre getting a bit more interactive, rather than me just watching. i’ll feel a door open, i’ll be talked to about/shown something thats going to happen, and sometimes another voice will interrupt to talk to me. when i see that situation happening, be it days or months later, i’ll feel the door open again, i’ll know whats happening, and im the voice yelling back through the door. words i couldnt understand before now made clear, answers snapping into place. its empowering, its breathtaking, and if we’re being honest, its definitely one of my main motivators to stay alive.

4.5. recently i had a psychic experience validated (literally repeated back to me, two weeks later, through tumblr) by someone i do not know, that ive never met before, who was able to look through one of these doors to me just by feeling the energy from my blog/online presence. its something i’ll never forget, it’ll never stop giving me chills, because its the most intense and “real” thing that’s happened so far. and by real i mean that no one could possibly explain that shit away, not even the biggest skeptic. its no delusion, or daydream, its some real, beautiful shit.

5. i think one last thing that makes me happy, to be honest, is how my life is going, offline. im living with my newly awakened boyfriend, i have a job and im thinking about looking for one closer to his house. ive recently been able to begin to change myself both physically (piercings and tattoos, working out), and metaphysically, which in turn has helped my emotional and mental health quite a bit. having my metaphysical energy grow and get stronger and being able to talk about it and get actual real feedback from someone who doesnt think im crazy is probably the best thing that could’ve happened to me, because when this shit gets scary, its hard to handle alone. even the things i know i cant or shouldnt tell/talk about with zac right away, knowing we’ll get there eventually is wonderful.

waiting for the next shift, or a premonition, a sudden burst of knowledge, knowing theres a fire in me just waiting to be ignited,,, when im feeling and watching the veil to lift from my senses and im holding zacs hand to keep me brave and confident because the things i hear are too loud and the things i can see are too overwhelming, i couldnt be more grateful. when the fire is too bright and the divinity feels more like poison than anything else, he’s here with me.

i think this last one (and the others tbh) can be summed up with “i’m happy this is happening to me, and i’m happy i dont have to go through it alone.”

[cconcerned]

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

My mom ;w;

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

shy

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

Not rlly anyone-

4. Are you easy to get along with?

Depends. If work then no, if just hanging out then i think so

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

‘‘I like’‘ friend: probaly. ‘‘I like’‘ crush: idk

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

outgoing ppl and taht just like memes and gaming. Dont know really

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

Nope

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

my older, middle brother 

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

little bit

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

Mom

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

Just some pics or text: 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

Musical songs. Mostly Heathers 

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

Not really. I have hair that is greasy 24/7. So the person would probaly be grossed out before they touch it

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

Ye

15. What good thing happened this summer?

summer sucks so badly- but I guess.....I- dont know actually

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

V i r g i n  l i p s. never kissed before 

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

Nah

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

nope, I told him and after years of being good/best friends we stopped talking

19. Do you like bubble baths?

absolutely

20. Do you like your neighbors?

dont have them. Or I just never talk to them

21. What are you bad habits?

This is kinda embarassing but thumb sucking. like a baby. Also nail biting

22. Where would you like to travel?

Japan or China

23. Do you have trust issues?

Eh, idk

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

sitting behind my computer

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

My face

26. What do you do when you wake up?

think about life and lay there for 30 mins

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

darker. Im an marshmellow now

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

My older youngest brother

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

Ye, suprisingly

30. Do you ever want to get married?

Probaly yes

31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?

I think it has to say ‘‘Is’‘, so yeah, it is

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

Intresting question- I dont keep in touch with the new celebrities so idk. 

33. Spell your name with your chin.

oh god- Ill just use my nickname ppl know me as, not my real one:

RfdIkVERf     -  River

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

I have worse condition then an snail

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

without tv. Dont watch it. Also you have youtube

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

Ye. I like someone now but I am to afraid to tell them

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

Nothing

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

Likes gaming, horror, memes, and is overal an nice guy to talk to

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

Outside? You want me dead?

40. What do you want to do after high school?

Probaly go into game design

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

Depends on what they done

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

Im being myself

43. Do you smile at strangers?

If I try to smile I look like I am dissapointed in them or angry

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

outer space. 

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

Remembering I have youtube vids to watch and I have books to read

46. What are you paranoid about?

the things I dont know

47. Have you ever been high?

Nope

48. Have you ever been drunk?

Nah

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

Yeah. So I aint going to tell it

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

Black

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

Yeah, constantly

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

My face

53. Favourite makeup brand?

I dont do makeup

54. Favourite store?

Dont go to stores

55. Favourite blog?

Cant think of anything on the top of my head. Too many

56. Favourite colour?

Purple or black

57. Favourite food? 

Brocoli or something unhealthy like hamburgers

58. Last thing you ate?

chocolate cereal

59. First thing you ate this morning?

chocolate cereal

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

Yeah. Won a playback competition in 4th grade of elementary

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

Never been

62. Been arrested? For what?

Im too much of an pussy to do something to get myself arrested

63. Ever been in love? 

Of course

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

Mk. It all started when I was an baby and my mom kissed me on the head

65. Are you hungry right now?

Just ate

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

Dont have tumblr friends, (Or real friends)

67. Facebook or Twitter?

Twitter

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

Tumblr

69. Are you watching tv right now?

Nope

70. Names of your bestfriends? 

I guess I only have one, Roksana. 

71. Craving something? What?

Chocolate milk

72. What colour are your towels?

blue

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

around 4

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

Yeah

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

over 100 probaly

75. Favourite animal?

Bears or cats

76. What colour is your underwear?

Light pink- dont judge me goddamnit

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

Chocolate

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

Chocolate

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

white with pink and black hearts. Stfu

80. What colour pants?

same as shirt, Im in pyjama

81. Favourite tv show?

Tanked

82. Favourite movie?

UhHHhh Osomatsu san the movie probaly, not sure yet.

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

Never seen both but I think I like Mean Girls from what ive seen and heard

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

Mean Girls.

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

Uhhhh- hard to pick favorites

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

random, but Dory

87. First person you talked to today?

My older middle brother

88. Last person you talked to today?

Its morning-

89. Name a person you hate?

Alexia

90. Name a person you love?

Roksana

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

100% 24/7 yes

92. In a fight with someone?

Have been.

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

around 3

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

7

95. Last movie you watched?

uhhhhhhhh-- shit I dont watch movies

96. Favourite actress?

dont have one

97. Favourite actor?

dont have one

98. Do you tan a lot?

Eh

99. Have any pets?

ye

100. How are you feeling?

could be better, could be worse

101. Do you type fast?

ye

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

of course I do

103. Can you spell well?

Depends if Im rushing: not

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

Ye

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

Probaly once

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

Yeah

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

Mhm

108. What should you be doing?

Getting ready to go meet someone

109. Is something irritating you right now?

Nah

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

Nada

111. Do you have trust issues?

Isnt this question asked before?

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

Mom

113. What was your childhood nickname?

Never had one

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

Yeah

115. Do you play the Wii?

Used to

116. Are you listening to music right now?

Nope

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

Never tried it

118. Do you like Chinese food?

Kinda

119. Favourite book?

Warrior Cats

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

Pretty spoopy shit

121. Are you mean?

I dunno

122. Is cheating ever okay?

Nope

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

Waste of time when they are going to be dirty again by the next day

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Never thought of it.

125. Do you believe in true love?

Probaly not

126. Are you currently bored?

YEah

127. What makes you happy?

Spending time with myself

128. Would you change your name?

Mhm

129. What your zodiac sign?

Libra

130. Do you like subway?

Never tried it

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

Think about life and what to do

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

This has been asked before

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

Blue from Heathers

134. Can you count to one million?

Yeah but I aint gonna try

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

Alot, hard to pick one

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

Open

137. How tall are you?

around 5′7

138. Curly or Straight hair?

Straight

139. Brunette or Blonde?

Blonde

140. Summer or Winter?

Winter

141. Night or Day?

Night

142. Favourite month?

January

143. Are you a vegetarian?

Nope

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

Dark

145. Tea or Coffee?

Neither

146. Was today a good day?

Dont know yet, only morning

147. Mars or Snickers?

Mars

148. What’s your favourite quote?

‘‘Bruh’‘ i think not sure

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

Ye

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

dont have an book next to me

I like to answer these ok dont judge-

[huangels]

➧ 85 questions

tagged by: @jencto ty my love! ♡

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people @ohdaddy-nct @dcyoungs @rxnjuns @reunjun @angelita-gordita @taeybear @taezhu @lycheechann and all who wants to do!! (only if u want too bbs)

↳ Last…?

1. drink ─ hot burning coffee that i almost spilled while driving to class bc it’s pouring outside

2. phone call ─ laura (my friend who just graduated high school !!)

3. text message ─ my mom (telling me to drive safe in the rain uwu) 

4. song you listened to ─ jump by shinee (the album = a whole ass bop) 

5. time you cried ─ oof i cry for the lamest and dumbest reasons but last night i was looking at nct fanart and i saw a cute ass noren one where jeno was dressed in a big moomin costume and wished renjun a good day w/ a ballon and it was all hella cute and shit lemme find it i rb on my personal (THIS ONE) it was,, so cute,, i actually cried,, 

↳ Ever…?

6. dated someone twice ─ oof i rarely date let alone the same person twice lmao yikes

7. kissed someone and regretted it ─ i kissed this huge asshole in high school for a dare and he wouldn’t stop saying we had sex for a whole ass week,, this is why i dont date

8. been cheated on ─ nope

9. lost someone special ─ yeah but that’s the circle of life i guess :(

10. been depressed ─ oof did you mean: my four years of high school 

11. gotten drunk and thrown up ─ uhh psh no i don’t drink underaged,,, mhm

12. fave colors ─ WARM TONES!! nudes (skin colors), maroon/burgendy (just like a dark bloody red), rose gold/dusty pink (the light shade of pink but not pastel), black (just bc), royal blue (the only cool toned color i like idhhdh) 

↳ In the last year have you…

15. made new friends ─ yO making new friends is my middle name (i love making new friends !!) 

16. fallen out of love ─ i’ve never BEEN in love... 

17. laughed until you cried ─ if it’s after midnight, anything will make me laugh and cry (also i laugh at everything so yes)

18. found out someone was talking about you ─ lmao hell yeah high school drama everyone was out for me bc i look like a bitch and people are so quick to judge ://

19. met someone who changed you ─ umm not really everyone’s pretty chill. my roommate, who’s also like my best friend, is a huge party addict so she brings me to many parties, so i guess i’m more out there ? idk moving on 

20. found out who your friends are ─ literally once i graduated high school and went to college, all of the snakes just left and now i’m surrounded by my real friends uwu :^] why tf is everything related to high school i don't wanna remember that

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list ─ bruh i only have facebook so i can get extra rewards on iphone games ksjkdj 

↳ General

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl ─ refer to #21

23. do you have any pets ─ i, myself, don’t have one bc i live in a dorm, but back at home, i have a doggo. she’s a thai ridgeback and her name is 巧克力 (qiao ke li = chocolate) and i miss her vv much :’))

24. do you want to change your name ─ for the most part no, i like my name, but when people call me ‘ran-you’ or something of the sort, i question why i live in america

25. what did you do for your last birthday ─ i traveled around china alone (well with my two friends back in china) without my parents for the first time bc i was an Adult™ now

26. what time did you wake up today ─ i was supposed to wake up at 8am but i didn't roll out of bed until 8:30am but hey, i made it to my 9am class 10 minutes early somehow

27. what were you doing at midnight last night ─ looking at nct fanart on tumblr and wishing that i coud draw/paint like that :’))

28. what is something you can’t wait for ─ my trip to spain!! i’m traveling to spain for 2 weeks with my friend at the end of june to july and i’m so excited bc i haven’t hung out w/ him in forever

30. what are you listening to right now ─ i’m in my accounting 2 class rn,,, so my professor lecturing about debits and credits (yes i know i should be paying attention but i’m an independent learner so i prefer reading the textbook and taking notes,, i’m just here bc attendance is graded)

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom ─ my old high school teacher whose first lecture was about corn and how it’s in EVERYTHING that is mass- produced today,,, well his full name is actually thomas

32. something that’s getting on your nerves ─ it was raining as i was walking to class and even though i had an umbrella, somehow my pants are still all drenched and this lecture room is SO DAMN COLD and i’m shivering someone save ME

33. most visited website ─ my school website lol

34. hair colour ─ jet black but in the sun it turns reddish brown ?

35. long or short hair ─ super long, it reaches my waist lol 

36. do you have a crush on someone ─ does renjun count? jk kinda ?? but not really bc,, idk dating doesn’t really act as a major objective for me right now

37. what do you like about yourself ─ friendliness and outgoingness ?

38. want any piercings? ─ oof i already have a lot but i want more yes (i have 3 on both my lobes, 1 on my both cartilages, and on my right ear i have a snug ? is that what it’s called idk) lowkey highkey i wanna pierce my nose but we’ll see

39. blood type ─ o 

40. nicknames ─ all nicknames i’ve ever gotten: ren, renu (my baby cousin calls me that bc she can barely pronounce words), fish..., nyu, rennie, r, human fish, + many puns on my name

41. relationship status ─ single and tired

42. zodiac ─ scorpio 

43. pronouns ─ she/her

44. fave tv shows ─ the office, black mirror, we bare bears, law and order,  futurama, stranger things, bob’s burgers, bate’s motel, american horror story (i love the duality between cartoons and fucked up shows dsdkjh) 

45. tattoos ─ i want ones !! (prob small in hidden places) but um maybe once i graduate undergrad at least 

46. right or left handed ─ right handed

47. ever had surgery ─ no - kinda? i have a scar on my eyelid bc when i was like 3-4 y/o, i was playing hide and seek w/ my uncle and cousin in china and i was running around and i turned quickly around a counter the same height as me and the corner of the counter cut open my eyelid,, this is kinda tmi but i was so stunned bc blood was running literally out of my eye so i didn’t even cry, i just stood there like ‘oh...that’s a lot of blood...’ i went to the ER to get it stitched up but idk if that counts as surgery :p

48. piercings ─ refer to #38 

49. sport ─ currently i play volleyball and basketball for club, but played a lot in high school too

50. vacation ─ anywhere i love traveling !! also east asian,, mostly just china i miss my friends and family :’))

51. trainers ─ ?? uhh as in shoes? or the gym? idk,,

↳ More general

52. eating ─ as in what i ate today? if so, a bagel and a boiled egg for breakfast

53. drinking ─ coffee that’s now cold rip

54. i’m about to watch ─ uhh my professor continue talking about accounting and economics 

55. waiting for ─ this class to end so i can eat lunch 

56. want ─ a change of pants bc i’M WET AND COLD 

57. get married ─ i sure hope so

58. career ─ i want to start and own a fashion brand/company/line (i’m double majoring in international business and trade + leadership management right now)

↳ Which is better

59. hugs or kisses ─ both i just want affection ;((

60. lips or eyes ─ these are hard to pick but eyes !

61. shorter or taller ─ taller even though i’m pretty tall as it is 

62. older or younger ─ older or the same age ? (rip sorry renjun) 

63. nice arms or stomach ─ arms? i need you to be able to put me in a chokehold and KO me (not in a kinky way,,, maybe,,,)

64. hookup or relationship ─ relationship duh ?

65. troublemaker or hesitant ─ team too-lazy-to-be-either

↳ Have you ever

66. kissed a stranger ─ uhh prob not

67. drank hard liquor ─ no officer i don’t drink underaged mhm

68. lost glasses ─ i literally have like 6 pairs of glasses that i keep thinking i’ve lost but then find it again 

69. turned someone down ─ oof yeah sorry 

70. sex on first date ─ no i have standards 

71. broken someone’s heart ─ i hope not ! at least not intentionally  

72. had your heart broken ─ prob once or twice 

73. been arrested ─ in my good christian household?! (i’m not even christian tf)

74. cried when someone died ─ well of course i have a heart

75. fallen for a friend ─ all my friends are hot as fuck no lie

↳ Do you believe in…?

76. yourself ─ always :D !!

77. miracles ─ eh,,

78. love at first sight ─ maybe not LOVE but something similar

79. santa claus ─ i-is he not real... (i’m kidding dbksj)

80. kiss on a first date ─ sure why not

81. angels ─ renjun is a walking angel on earth

↳ Other

82. best friend’s name ─ vincent, alyssa (my two fave people) 

83. eye colour ─ dark poop brown

84. fave movie ─ i watch too many to have 1 favorite but for the sake of this tag, i’ll say coraline 

85. fave actor ─ i have a big gay crush on dilraba dilmurat also tom holland 

el fin

[lil-loucifer]

1-100 unusual asks ;)

Bruh how long ago did I reblog this?

1: Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? 

Spotify

2: is your room messy or clean?

Messy af

3: what color are your eyes?

Plain-ass brown

4: do you like your name? why?

I don’t not like it? I guess? I can’t really see myself as anything else, so yea

5: what is your relationship status?

Kinda single, kinda not

6: describe your personality in 3 words or less

Impassive as fuck

7: what color hair do you have?

Black, normally with a shock of blue at the top

8: what kind of car do you drive? color?

Hey guys guess who still doesn’t have his license yet

While I’m learning tho I drive my mom’s silver jeep, and when I get my license, I’m inherit my shitty cousin’s shittier old blue sedan

9: where do you shop?

Gamestop

10: how would you describe your style?

Dark as shit, in more ways than

11: favorite social media account

I only ever use tumblr, so...

12: what size bed do you have?

Twin size? I think?

13: any siblings?

One (1) sister

14: if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?

The moon

Because fuck humanity

15: favorite snapchat filter?

I don’t... use snapchat??

16: favorite makeup brand(s)

I don’t really know makeup lmao

17: how many times a week do you shower?

Five, normally. For school days.

18: favorite tv show?

Uhhhhhh fuckin Young Justice I guess??

19: shoe size?

9 1/2 I think in mens, and whatever my mom’s size is in womens

20: how tall are you?

About 5′10

21: sandals or sneakers?

Sneakers 100%

22: do you go to the gym?

...no

23: describe your dream date

At home, under a blanket or some shit, netflix and cuddles?? I dunno man I don’t like going out

24: how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?

About $15.

25: what color socks are you wearing?

Right now? Barefoot

26: how many pillows do you sleep with?

Two 

27: do you have a job? what do you do?

I am and will continue to be a useless member of society

28: how many friends do you have?

Like

Three

29: whats the worst thing you have ever done?

That’s personal

30: whats your favorite candle scent?

Candles have scents?

32: 3 favorite boy names

Honestly I don’t really have any

33: 3 favorite girl names

^^ Same

34: favorite actor?

^^ Ditto

35: favorite actress?

^^ Yup

36: who is your celebrity crush?

Uhhh I dunno I guess Sebastian Stan is hot??

37: favorite movie?

Probably Patch Adams

38: do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?

I read a fuck ton of books and I don’t really have a favorite

39: money or brains?

I mean, if you have brains, you can probably make money...

40: do you have a nickname? what is it?

Lou is in itself a nickname, but I’ve got several others. Like Hayden, or you I guess, calls me Lulu sometimes (but he spells it as “loulou”) 

41: how many times have you been to the hospital?

Never been there for an injury to myself, but I’ve visited family members a ton of times

42: top 10 favorite songs

Bruhhhh don’t expect me to choose

43: do you take any medications daily?

No

44: what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)

Dry af 

45: what is your biggest fear?

Being unwanted?? Like, if people don’t want me around anymore, I guess

Lmao I’ve got this irrational fear that a bunch of people just tolerate me and that every one of my friends from high school or some shit is glad I’m gone

Maybe I’m just bad at keeping in touch

46: how many kids do you want?

None honestly

47: whats your go to hair style?

Undercut, sometimes with a ponytail

48: what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc)

Average?

49: who is your role model?

I don’t really have any that I know of

50: what was the last compliment you received?

...I have recently realized that I can never remember compliments

51: what was the last text you sent?

“Thank”

(my sister offered me her chicken nuggets)

52: how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?

I never really believed in Santa lmao

53: what is your dream car?

Functioning?? 

54: opinion on smoking?

Neutral

55: do you go to college?

Yep!

56: what is your dream job?

Pays me enough to live in relative comfort

57: would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?

Suburbs, probably

58: do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?

I haven’t been to a hotel in years 

59: do you have freckles?

Not to my knowledge

60: do you smile for pictures?

I prefer to make a silly face

61: how many pictures do you have on your phone?

A couple years’ worth

62: have you ever peed in the woods?

Nope

63: do you still watch cartoons?

Sometimes, yeah

64: do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?

Wendy’s sells chicken nuggets?

65: Favorite dipping sauce?

Probably just ketchup lmao

God forbid I say szechuan sauce

66: what do you wear to bed?

S k i n

Sometimes underwear

67: have you ever won a spelling bee?

Never even been in one

68: what are your hobbies?

I come up with stories, but suck ass at writing them

Also I play video games a lot

69: can you draw?

Poorly, but yeah

70: do you play an instrument?

Nope lmao I suck

71: what was the last concert you saw?

My own middle school choir concert??

72: tea or coffee?

Covfefe

73: Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?

Starbucks

74: do you want to get married?

I dunno

75: what is your crush’s first and last initial?

H. E. 

76: are you going to change your last name when you get married?

It’s a possibility?

77: what color looks best on you?

Everything looks like shit on me

78: do you miss anyone right now?

You

79: do you sleep with your door open or closed?

Closed as fuck

80: do you believe in ghosts?

Kinda?? Like I’ve never seen one but like... Anything’s possible

81: what is your biggest pet peeve?

I dunno I’m a pretty tolerant guy

82: last person you called`

@slightlyunofficial just to chat

83: favorite ice cream flavor?

Either chocolate chip cookie dough or cookies & cream

84: regular oreos or golden oreos?

Regular

85: chocolate or rainbow sprinkles?

Both?

86: what shirt are you wearing?

That dank-ass Punisher t-shirt that’s been through so much

87: what is your phone background?

A drawing of a cat that Cassandra Jean posted on her blog

The artist, not the actor

88: are you outgoing or shy?

Shy as fuuuuuuck

89: do you like it when people play with your hair?

Depends on who does it 

Like, an old lady who tries to reach for it while I’m not looking? Hell fucking no

A close friend or loved one (or just someone cute lmao)? Fuck yea

90: do you like your neighbors?

Y’know, all of eighteen years of life, and I’ve never really talked to them

91: do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?

...no I’m a dirty boy

92: have you ever been high?

Lmao no

93: have you ever been drunk?

No

94: last thing you ate?

My sister’s chicken nuggets

95: favorite lyrics right now

“Maybe then I’ll fade away and not have to face the facts,

It’s not easy facing up when your whole world is black”

96: summer or winter?

Winter!!

97: day or night?

Night

98: dark, milk, or white chocolate?

Milk chocolate ;u;

99: favorite month?

December?? I dunno, I just like how the word sounds lmao

100: what is your zodiac sign

Cancer

101: who was the last person you cried in front of?

Okay so I never cry in front of anyone because I hate showing emotion to people, it makes me feel super vulnerable and I hate it lmao

But once after watching the movie “Patch Adams” in class it gave off such a bittersweet ending feel to me that I actual shed one single tear

This girl happened to glance over and I’m like “I’m not crying you’re crying shut up” 

[yujachachacha]

Get to know me

Tagged by @symphonyalpha​ (I forgot the URL for a second and was like, “Why isn’t Jaewhy showing up when I type it in the user mention???” lol).

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people.

Last: 1. Drink: Barley water, because that’s what my family drinks ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 2. Phone call: My grandma, telling me what time she needed me to drive her to her doctor’s appointment. 3. Text message: To my little brother, telling him to STFU because he kept sending me dumb shit on iMessage. 4. Song you listened to: Does SIF count? If so, “Sore wa Bokutachi no Kiseki”. If not, I was headbanging to “Paradise Lost” by Chihara Minori after dropping my grandma off at her friend’s place the other day, lol. 5. Time you cried: tbh I probably teared up a little when I was watching the footage from the Lantis preview of the Aqours 1st Live BD/DVDs ｡ﾟ( ﾟஇωஇﾟ)ﾟ｡

Have you: 6. Dated someone twice: I haven’t even dated someone once :’))) 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: I’ve kissed exactly one person, so...hm. There was a period of time when I had conflicting emotions over what happened, but in the end, I don’t think I regret it. 8. Been cheated on: See #6. 9. Lost someone special: I’ve had a grandfather pass away, and this is probably going to sound bad, but...I really appreciated him, and he was nothing but kind to me. However, since I’d only seen him about three times in my life, the biggest way his death affected me was through my mother. It took her a while to get over my grandfather’s death, so it changed the way I behaved around her during that time. 10. Been depressed: Yes. 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Exactly once, because I made the mistake of keeping pace with my uncle in Korea who takes soju shots like a champ. This also happened to be the night before Lunar New Year, so I got chewed out by my aunt (older sister of my uncle) once she realized why I was so lethargic during the festivities. _(:3 」∠)_ I don’t regret it though, because before that I had never been hungover before and was wondering what my limit was, haha.

List 3 favorite colors: 12-14. Red, blue, and...uh...other than those two I don’t have any definite faves. I guess the third would be either yellow or purple...? I’ll just go with purple for the sake of completion.

In the last year have you: 15. Made new friends: #TeamONIBE 16. Fallen out of love: That would require me to fall in love with someone first. 17. Laughed until you cried: I think it might have been when Mayushii and King did that disastrous cooking niconama. Like...what the actual fuck, do they seriously not know anything about basic kitchen safety and hygiene??? 18. Found out someone was talking about you: The number of times I’ve gone on to Discord and found out that someone in ONIBE was talkin’ smack about me... (｡･ˇ_ˇ･｡) It’s all in good fun though, haha. 19. Met someone who changed you: See #15. 20. Found out who your friends are: Nothing says "friendship” like screaming your heart out at an anisong concert, eating McNuggets while insanely drunk, sleeping while squished together in a seedy neighborhood, wotaing loudly in a moving vehicle, and other various activities I did with people I had never met in real life. ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ AX 2017 was hella great for ONIBE bonding. 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: I don’t think I’ve even used FB for non-work stuff since 2016 lol

General: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: If this means “I’ve actually met them in person and have had a decent conversation with them”, then maybe a few hundred? But if this means that I actually talk to them on a semi-regular basis, then, like...10, maybe. :’) 23. Do you have any pets: See my answer in the previous chain post I did. tl;dr I had a turtle and a dog in elementary school, but after that, no pets. I’d like to have a dog when I get a place of my own, though. 24. Do you want to change your name: Nope. 25. What did you do for your last birthday: Watched LLS Episode 13 in the morning and ate Korean BBQ in the evening. 26. What time did you wake up: Today? I honestly don’t remember. Sometime before 9? 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Laughing at dumb shit on Twitter and Discord, probably. 28. Name something you can’t wait for: The Delayed Viewing for the 2nd Live for the US! I’m making plans to meet up with ONIBE folks again and it’s gonna be ~L I T~ 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: Early in the morning. She was like “lol get up and lose some weight” while I was still in bed so I groaned back, “You’re one to talk,” and went back to sleep. 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I was gonna say “how about eliminating my student loans haha” but I suppose this is supposed to be a more serious question. I guess it’d be nice if I was a neater person. Like, my room is a total mess right now and I’m terrible at keeping track of things I should be working on... 31. Listening right now: Fun fact - I actually only listen to music while I’m driving. Otherwise, it distracts me from what I should be doing. 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yup, that was the name of my debate coach when I was in junior high. 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: People who hate on LL seiyuu. Like, they’re actual human beings who are working really hard to live up to the expectations of thousands - no, millions of people worldwide. To be quite honest, I invite you to tell me if you legitimately want to shit on any one of them (both µ’s and Aqours), because I have yet to see a single person who has had a good justification for doing so. 34. Most visited website: Probably Tumblr/YouTube/Twitter/Reddit, too lazy to figure out which one of those it is.

Jaewhy put in random questions here because they were missing for some reason, so I guess I’ll continue those: 35. Mole(s): I have a few around my face, but other than the one on my right cheek I don’t think they’re that noticeable? I don’t spend a lot of time in the sun like other Californians. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 36. Mark(s): I have a birthmark on the backside of my right shoulder that I’m sort of self-conscious about. It’s the perfect shape for getting a tattoo of a sunflower around it, so maybe I’ll do that some time in the future? 37. Childhood dream: Lawyer. 38. Hair color: I feel like I’ve answered this in a previous chain post, but it’s black. Duh. Though if you hold it up to the sun, some of the ends are more like dark brown. 39. Long or short: Long. 40. Do you have a crush on someone: See #16. Nope. 41. What do you like about yourself: I’ve spent an unhealthy amount of time staring at computers/video games and I still don’t need glasses. :D 42. Piercings: No, but I should probably get my ears pierced at some point? 43. Blood type: O. 44. Nickname: Yujacha, but a lot of people shorten it to “Yuja”. 45. Relationship status: Single. 46. Zodiac: Libra, Dog. 47. Pronouns: I feel like it’s obvious what gender I am, so just go with those. 48. Favorite TV show: I don’t really watch TV these days, but if I’m kicking back with some hot cocoa at like 2am I might watch Criminal Minds or something. 49. Tattoos: Nope, but like I said in #36 I’ve been thinking about it. 50. Right or left hand: Right. 51. Surgery: Wisdom teeth removal is technically dental surgery. 52. Hair dyed in different color: I had highlights in my hair a few years ago, but they faded real quick. I’m vaguely considering dyeing it brown in the distant future...? 53. Sport: It’s fun to watch the occasional match when there’s a World Cup or Olympic thing going on, but otherwise I have no interest. 54. (A question I came up with since #54 was missing) Extracurricular activities: I was a debate kid for most of my school life, and in college I was in the Korean Club and Student Union. 55. Vacation: Does the 2nd Live DV later this year count? 56. Pair of trainers sneakers *American anthem plays in the distance*: I actually need new ones because I’ve tripped while hiking on at least two separate occasions due to my shitty old sneakers.

More general: 57. Eating: Haven’t yet. 58. Drinking: Wasn’t this literally the first question? 59. I’m about to: Eat. 60. (This question was missing so I'll make one up again) Thinking about: What to eat lol 61. Waiting for: 2nd Live DV~ 62. Want: Money tbh 63. Get married: I’d like to at some point, but at the moment I’m kinda tired of hearing about it from every middle-aged woman who talks to me (including my own mother). 64. Career: Working on it.

Which is better: 65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs, because they’re warm and comfy and can be shared by complete strangers. 66. Lips or eyes: I was gonna repeat a previous answer and say “eyesmiles” but since this is “lips or eyes” rather than “smiles or eyes”, I guess my answer would fall more under “eyes”. 67. Shorter or taller: Bruh, if someone’s shorter than me then I’d need to check their ID to make sure they’re not jailbait. Taller. 68. Older or younger: I’ve never dated anyone so I honestly wouldn’t know, but I’d probably look for someone close to my age first? 69. (Lmao why was 69 missing :3c I’ll just make something up again) Outgoing or shy: The former, since I’m lazy. If someone doesn’t drag me to places I’ll just lay in bed all day. 70. Nice arms or stomach: It’s actually really hard for females to have a toned stomach, so any gals with abs are like ooh~ 👀 But I actually like hands! I have smol stubby fingers so I really dig people with nice hands. 71. Sensitive or loud: The former, because I don’t need the entire neighborhood to know when I’m gettin’ laid kthnx 72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship, because sure why not? 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: Maybe the former, but if they’re being too much of a lil’ shit then I’d go for the latter instead. I’ve dealt with friends who take like 20 minutes to decide what to order from a menu so I know that feel. :’)

Have you ever: 74. Kissed a stranger: Nope. 75. Drank hard liquor: Yup. 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: I’m pretty sure I annoyed half of ONIBE during AX when I went “haha y’all are blind af” after I found out I was pretty much the only one who didn’t have corrected vision. 77. Turned someone down: I was about to say “no” and then I got a sudden flashback to a certain incident in college, wow thanks for making me remember something I had tried to forget...sooo, uh, yup. 78. Sex on the first date: See #6. 79. Broken someone’s heart: IDK if turning someone down counts as breaking their heart. 80. Had your heart broken: ...yes. I think? 81. Been arrested: Nope. 82. Cried when someone died: Do fictional characters count? 83. Fallen for a friend: Uhhhhh...kind of? It was complicated.

Do you believe in: 84. Yourself: I’d like to think that I do. 85. Miracles: KISEKI DA YO~ ...sorry, I had to. Yeah. 86. Love at first sight: Shukashuu is living proof of this. 87. Santa Claus: Nope, sorry Maki!!! 88. Kiss on the first date: Sure.

Other: 90. Current best friend(s) name: IDK if I have one. :’) 91. Eye color: I’m Asian, take a wild guess. 92. Favorite movie: I don’t really have a favorite, but I did like “Kimi no Na wa.” (Your name.) so much that I made it my phone’s lock screen.

Tagging: I've only tagged people the first time I did one of these and I’m gonna try to keep it that way. If anyone who reads this wants to give it a go, feel free~

[katoptron-katophlegon]

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. I was tagged by: mah boy @rozenkrojc

LAST: Last drink: natural water Last phone call: my mum i think Last text message: "yes" Last song you listened to: Wolf Parade - Modern World Last time I cried: I don't know honestly... last month probably

HAVE YOU EVER: Dated someone twice: bruh I've never even dated someone once Been cheated on: no Kissed someone and regretted it: bruh I've never even kissed someone lmao Lost someone special: yeah Been depressed: Sure. I am right now probably lmao Been drunk and thrown up: no

IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU: Made a new friend: more than one Fallen out of love: I think it was infatuation more than love Laughed until you cried: yeah Met someone who changed you: nah... Found out who your true friends are: I did many years ago Found out someone was talking about you: no

GENERAL: How many people on tumblr do you know in real life: one Do you have any pets: no Do you want to change your name: I don't really like my name, but sadly the name I'd like is for the opposite sex so... lmao What time did you wake up this morning: 6:50 a.m. probably What were you doing last night: watching John Mulaney videos lmao Name something you cannot wait for: Skyblivion. And Skywind. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I don't know, it's possible. What’s getting on your nerves rn: homework :/ Blood type: 0+ Nickname: Marty, Murtie, Mart Relationship status: single Zodiac sign: taurus Pronouns: that's a secret. Favorite tv show: Uh... Jojo's Bizarre Adventures I guess? I don't watch tv College: not yet Hair colour: brown Do you have a crush on someone: hell yes lol What do you like about yourself: my imagination I guess... I don't like myself in general tho

FIRSTS: First surgery: nothing yet First piercing: nothing yet First sport you joined: tennis First vacation: I don't remember, but knowing my family it was probably at the sea First pair of sneakers: Fuck I don't know Eating: nothing Drinking: nothing I’m about to: idk maybe draw or play ESO Listening to: nothing Want kids: no Get married: I'm not sure... I'm kinda scared of it, but who knows. Career: astrophysicist

WHICH IS BETTER: Lips or eyes: eyes Hugs or kisses: hugs Shorter or taller: taller, but not too much... the ideal would be same height tho lmao Older or younger: older Romantic or spontaneous: I don't really like any of these two Sensitive or loud: sensitive, I can't stand loud people and loud noises Hook up or relationship: Relationship Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER: Kissed a stranger: no Drank hard liquor: no Lost glasses/contacts: no Sex on first date: no Broken someone’s heart: maybe Been arrested: no Turned someone down: yes. It was very hard because I hate making people sad Fallen for a friend: oh boy yes :^)

DO YOU BELIEVE: In yourself: absolutely not Miracles: No Love at first sight: no Heaven: no Santa Claus: no. I never did actually

I tag: @reizomahboy, @scyide, @giorunotte, @sylvester-stallone, @judal-is-my-spirit-animal, @jojobro-jo

[perfect-porcelain]

all of the unusual asks please

Here you go Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? Pandorais your room messy or clean?It’s fairly clean at the momentwhat color are your eyes?It depends on the day. Like hazelish I guess. Sometimes brown. do you like your name? why?Not really because people always mess it up and I just don’t like myself 😂what is your relationship status? Singledescribe your personality in 3 words or lessShitty lol what color hair do you have? Brownwhat kind of car do you drive? color?Chevy classic and it’s like brownishwhere do you shop?I shop at kohls a lot how would you describe your style?Failing my aesthetic favorite social media accountUnfortunately it’s probably My tumblr what size bed do you have? Twin (I used to have a huge bed but it takes up too much space)any siblings? 3if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?Ughhh I don’t know. Either a big city with lots to do or alone in the mountains with lots to dofavorite snapchat filter? There was one sunglasses one with a good tune in the background but they never bring it back favorite makeup brand(s)I guess Maybelline I just buy cheap stuff tho how many times a week do you shower? 7favorite tv show?I have so many it’s sad shoe size?Like a 7how tall are you?5'2"sandals or sneakers? Sneakers do you go to the gym? I have a gym in my basement that I use describe your dream dateI guess an adventure with someone fun that I really care about how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?Like $5 cuz I hate carrying cashwhat color socks are you wearing? White how many pillows do you sleep with?0 usually do you have a job? what do you do? I babysit how many friends do you have? None lolwhats the worst thing you have ever done? Everything whats your favorite candle scent? Either cinnamon or something that smells like Hawaiido you read a lot? whats your favorite book? I used to and I guess Harry Potter and the order of the Phoenix money or brains? Brainsdo you have a nickname? what is it? I have a lot but I can never think of them. My sister calls me orphan and my other one calls me boohow many times have you been to the hospital?Twice do you take any medications daily? Right now I’m on allergy medswhat is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)I have no idea but my everyone in my family has nice skin so I don’t really worry about itwhat is your biggest fear? My guy, I have so many fears I can’t choose onehow many kids do you want? 0whats your go to hair style?Like a French braid that’s not braided all the way down and the ponied part is straightened what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) Bigwho is your role model? Jrams (who I guess is a bad role model but fuck you)what was the last compliment you received?Uhhhhh idk because I never believe peoplewhat was the last text you sent?Bruh I was talking to a friend about my ex best friend because she’s treating both of us like shit and I’m trying to help him through it how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? 10?what is your dream car? My dad has a ‘68 mustang I think and I would want one in black I guess opinion on smoking?It’s bad. It kills you. But I really want to do it do you go to college? I will in two years what is your dream job? Singer do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? Sometimesdo you have freckles? No do you smile for pictures?Usually how many pictures do you have on your phone? Too many (like 3000)have you ever peed in the woods? Yes do you still watch cartoons? Occasionally (especially phineas and ferb or when im babysitting) do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?I can’t have either Favorite dipping sauce? Cocktail??what do you wear to bed? Bra and underwearhave you ever won a spelling bee?Fuck yeah what are your hobbies?Music, tennis, gymnastics/ working out can you draw? Not welldo you play an instrument?Piano and guitar and I’m learning violin and I can somewhat play ukulele and clarinet what was the last concert you saw? MARIANAS TRENCH tea or coffee?bothStarbucks or Dunkin Donuts?Starbucks do you want to get married?If I find the right personwhat is your crush’s first and last initial?What crush?are you going to change your last name when you get married? Depends on their last name what color looks best on you? Nothing looks good on me lol but black and burgundy do you miss anyone right now? Yes. A lot. do you sleep with your door open or closed?Closed do you believe in ghosts?Maybe what is your biggest pet peeve? Everythinglast person you called`My mom favorite ice cream flavor? Can’t have ice creamregular oreos or golden oreos? Can’t have oreos but I guess regular chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? Rainbow what shirt are you wearing? It’s a tank top and a black hoodie what is your phone background?It’s some edit I found that says so leave meAnd my lock screen I made and it says I’m not sick of you yet is that as good as it gets are you outgoing or shy?Depends on the setting do you like it when people play with your hair?If it’s someone I’m comfortable with do you like your neighbors? Some of them do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?Usually and at night have you ever been high? Nohave you ever been drunk? Not drunk but I once had a shit ton of mimosas and got a big headache last thing you ate? Espresso bean favorite lyrics right nowWhen your heart releases you won’t fall to pieces summer or winter? Both day or night? Night dark, milk, or white chocolate? I can’t have chocolate but dark what is your zodiac signSagittarius who was the last person you cried in front of? My mom and sister (I randomly threw up even tho I wasn’t sick and then the kids I babysit were really bad and I was serious pmsing soo)

Thanks darling! I hope something made you smile today 💕💕

[beautyisreligion]

To distract myself from being suicidal I answered lots of questions

1. Who was the last person you held hands with? Can’t remember it’s been a while 
2. Are you outgoing or shy? More shy 
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? My fren jazmyn tomorrow :) 
4. Are you easy to get along with? I hope so 
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? Person I like???! Like friends??? What? 
6. What kind of people are you attracted to? Girls. 
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? Nah 
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? Professional hockey player Auston Matthews. 
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? Nah 
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? Deep??? Idk 
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? So we don’t have a cooler really 
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? Green light So far (it's alright)  Where do you go (to my lovely)  Subdivisions (the nsp version tho)  Scar tissue  
 13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?  Ye 
 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
 man idk 15. What good thing happened this summer?
 im too sad to b positive rn thanks 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
 yep 17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
 hell yeah man come on

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
 i dont even really know who my first crush was 19. Do you like bubble baths? if the bath is big enough for my gross body then ya 
20. Do you like your neighbours?
 I dont really like people in general man (not 2 b emo) 21. What are you bad habits?
 Eating all the time. Being messy. Being sad. 22. Where would you like to travel?
 Greece. And go back to toronto. 23. Do you have trust issues?
 hell yeah 24. Favorite part of your daily routine? the fuck is a routine???????//????? 
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
 the entire concept of “body” makes me uncomfortable 26. What do you do when you wake up? either like 8am or 4pm 
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
 neither????? 28. Who are you most comfortable around? no one (1) 
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? i have nver dated any person 
30. Do you ever want to get married?
 no 31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? ye 
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
 oh bruh tons. rn i’d say tom hollands and zendaya 33. Spell your name with your chin.
 nikcfolld 34. Do you play sports? i havent moved in centuries 
35. Would you rather live without TV or music? tv 
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
 no idea 37. What do you say during awkward silences?
 nothing. they are silent. 38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
 someone who is nice and likes me 39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
 slavation army and winners and like urban planet 40. What do you want to do after high school?
 die 41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? no. 
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
 tired. specific kind of sad. 43. Do you smile at strangers?
 i try to 44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? ocean! 
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? nothing. 
46. What are you paranoid about?
 all. 47. Have you ever been high? I smoked weed once but i didnt really feel anything so i guess no 
48. Have you ever been drunk? yeah like twice 
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? this probably 
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? black 
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
 all.the.time 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
 all. 53. Favourite makeup brand? bruh???idk 
54. Favourite store?
 didnt u ask this aready 55. Favourite blog? ob-elisk 
56. Favourite colour? black 
57. Favourite food? 
 greek 58. Last thing you ate? im ashamed of it so no
 u dont get to know 59. First thing you ate this morning? mango 
60. Ever won a competition? For what? yeah a lot back in the day for ballet 
61. Been suspended/expelled? nah 62. Been arrested? nah 
63. Ever been in love? how should i know  
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
 it was gay and fun 65. Are you hungry right now?
 no 66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? they are the same people 
67. Facebook or Twitter?
 twitter 68. Twitter or Tumblr? tunglr.hel 
69. Are you watching tv right now?
 no 70. Names of your bestfriends? i dont know what “best friends” means 
71. Craving something? What?
 death 72. What colour are your towels? blue 
72. How many pillows do you sleep with? dos 
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? ye 
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? in me bed: 3 in me house: more 
75. Favourite animal?
 elephants and dogs and cats and coons andbears and corvids and moths and spiders 76. What colour is your underwear?
 white 77. Chocolate or Vanilla? chocolate boo i aint a madman 
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
 CHOCOLATE 79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
 black 80. What colour pants?
 white + green 81. Favourite tv show?
 brooklyn 99 i think 82. Favourite movie?
 lilo and stich silence of the lambs dark knight 83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? come on. obviously the OG. 
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? both. 
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? janis 
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? 
Crush 87. First person you talked to today?
 me mom 88. Last person you talked to today?
 me mom 89. Name a person you hate? dad. donald trump. hitler. johnny depp. men. 
90. Name a person you love? me sis 
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? 
dad. donald trump. hitler. johnny depp. men.  92. In a fight with someone? nah i dont think so 
93. How many sweatpants do you have? 2 
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? lots 
95. Last movie you watched? back to the future 
96. Favourite actress?
 julie andrews 97. Favourite actor?
 heath ledger 98. Do you tan a lot? i dont leave my home thanks 
99. Have any pets?
 4 kitties and a ghosst dog 100. How are you feeling? b a d 
101. Do you type fast?
 not really 102. Do you regret anything from your past? i dont believe in regret 
103. Can you spell well? not as well as you’d hope from an AP english student. and way worse in french. 
104. Do you miss anyone from your past? yes. my lovely and dead grandparents 
105. Ever been to a bonfire party? a what 
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
 lmao not that i know b 107. Have you ever been on a horse?
 like a decade ago yeah 108. What should you be doing? sleeping 
109. Is something irritating you right now?
 insomnia and depression and self hatred 110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? meh 
111. Do you have trust issues?
 yeeeeeEEEBOYYY 112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? dont member. prly me mam. 
113. What was your childhood nickname? one time i got called nicky and my mom got mad at the kid and i was too scared to say that i liked that someone was close enough to me to call me that but then our friendship fell apart :((( 
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? yes, a lot. im very fortunate 
115. Do you play the Wii? wanted one when i was younger and never got one 
116. Are you listening to music right now? nah but i wish (am too lazy and sad) 
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? am a vegetarian 
118. Do you like Chinese food? ye specially noodles 
119. Favourite book? Misery or paper towns or harry potter or percy jackson or i dont know really 
120. Are you afraid of the dark? no 
121. Are you mean? i hope not. i try not to be 
122. Is cheating ever okay? what does “okay” mean 
123. Can you keep white shoes clean? no 
124. Do you believe in love at first sight? yes. 
125. Do you believe in true love? yes. 
126. Are you currently bored? i dont know man 
127. What makes you happy? blissfull ignorance of my mental disorders even for a moment 
128. Would you change your name? yeah. my last name so that its not my dads anymore 
129. What your zodiac sign? virgo 
130. Do you like subway? yeah 
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? wake up from the vivid day dream 
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? deep???? 
133. Favourite lyrics right now? “And she lays down on her bedroom floor The chemicals that make her laugh Don't seem to be working anymore” 
134. Can you count to one million? what????no??? 
135. Dumbest lie you ever told? anything i ever told my dad to try to avoid his rage 
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? closed 
137. How tall are you?
 5 foot 9 138. Curly or Straight hair?
 in between 139. Brunette or Blonde? me??? im brunette 
140. Summer or Winter? death 
141. Night or Day? death 
142. Favourite month? time aint real and neither are months 
143. Are you a vegetarian? i am :) 
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? dark!!!!11!!!!!!!!!11! 
145. Tea or Coffee? coffee. 
146. Was today a good day? it never is. 
147. Mars or Snickers? neither. 
148. What’s your favourite quote?
 “When you have insomnia, you're never really asleep... and you're never really awake.” “I am not free while any woman is unfree, even when her shackles are very different from my own.” 149. Do you believe in ghosts?
 i d o n t k n o w 150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? “About a year or so after we moved to Scarborough, my parents and their friends began having weekend get-togethers.”  

(via lookingfortronler)

[imagine-ikebukuro]

tagged in a few things

more under the cut!

92 truths meme

Tagged by: @glitzcake​ thank u!

LAST…

[1] Drink: orange juice

[2] Phone call: a friend of mine, annika

[3]Text message: my brother

[4] Song you listened to: this remix, i’m obsessed with it lately!

[5] Time you cried: aw shit, a few days ago? last weekend? idk man

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] Dated someone twice: no

[7] Been cheated on: nope

[8] Kissed someone and regretted it: yup

[9] Lost someone special: kind of? but… more in a sense of drifting apart rather than someone passing away

[10] Been depressed: not diagnosed, but i’m pretty sure my mental health is not at its best at all

[11] Gotten drunk and thrown up: lmao yes and not only once either

LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLORS…

[12] grey!

[13] turquoise!

[14] burgundy!

IN THE LAST YEAR…

[15] IN THE LAST YEAR…

[16] fallen out of love: nah

[17] laughed until you cried: pretty sure

[18] found out someone was talking about you: people be talking shit 24/7 and all i gotta say about it: I DON’T CARE AS LONG AS IT’S ABOUT ME

[19] met someone who changed you: mhhhh, no not really

[20] found out who your true friends are: definitely!

[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: yeeeaaah? could’ve been in 2015, my sense of time is terrible Dx

GENERAL…

[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: 90% of people, 5% others are friends i’ve known for several months or years over the internet and 5% are random people or some “celebrities” i found lmao

[23] do you have any pets: no, sadly not ;;

[24] do you want to change your name: i’m fine with my name, tbh!

[25] what did you do for your last birthday: i went to the museum and ate sushi with my family and a few weeks later had a party with my friends

[26] what time did you wake up: today? 8am

[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: watching youtube videos

[28] name something you cannot wait for: to finally be accepted to college and not being nervous about applying for university and everything, but have it all sorted out

[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: she’s sitting in the same room as me right now

[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: if i could go back in time, i would do anything to have my father and i get along properly today

[31] what are you listening to right now: a zelda remix playlist

[32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: actually, yes, i had a huge crush on someone named tom, he was two classes above me during middle school

[33] something that is getting you nervous: the thought of me getting my wisdom teeth removed tomorrow, ugh. also, general organization and planning shit, like applying for college, moving out of my hometown, living on my own very soon, being forced to meet new people, all that jazz.

[34] most visited website: i guess tumblr? even though, lately, it’s probably youtube

[35] elementary: 2004 - 2008

[36] high school: graduated last year

[37] college: i can apply for my first semester next week. if i’m accepted, i’ll start going there in fall this year.

[38] hair color: i’m a ginger, so red-brown

[39] long or short hair: short! i cut it into an undercut like almost 2 years ago

[40] do you have a crush on someone: no, i avoid that shit

[41] what do you like about yourself: my eye color?

[42] piercings: i literally got zero piercings, not even on my ears, but i wish i had an industrial piercing and i used to really want flesh tunnels, maybe i’ll get there eventually

[43] blood type: i actually don’t know :^)

[44] nickname: some people call me lilly, some call me li. the villagers in my animal crossing town call me ukeprince, wot

[45] relationship status: married to the neighbour’s cat which i saw from my window and went out for just to pet it about 500 times by now

[46] zodiac sign: virgo!

[47] pronouns: they/them, she/her, he/him

[48] fav tv show: at the moment i’m watching PLL (but i don’t like it at all so rip) my favorite’s gotta be buffy the vampire slayer!

[49] tattoos: none yet

[50] right or left hand: right handed

FIRST…

[51] surgery: i had surgery in my mouth last year and like mentioned above, i’m getting my wisdom teeth removed tomorrow, if that counts

[52] piercing: none

[53] best friend: she’s not even active on tumblr anymore, rip, her name’s lydia though IF YOU READ THIS, THEN HELLO MY BRO

[54] sport: i’m planning to swim regularly again after recovering and healing up from surgery

[55] vacation: if it counts, my first ever “vacation” was the music festival Rock im Park 2013 with my father and a good friend of mine

[56] pair of trainers: no clue

RIGHT NOW…

[57] eating: nothing

[58] drinking: orange juice

[59] i’m about to: maybe get to playing some loz: botw

[60] listening to: still the loz remix playlist

[61] waiting for: anxious feelings to pass

[62] want: a huge cup of coffee

[63] get married: nopedy nope, i don’t fixate myself on wishing to get married. if it happens, it happens and i’ll be happy about it, but if not, then that’s cool on my terms, too!

[64] career: i’m working on becoming a teacher (i want to teach german, english and ethics in high schools)

WHICH IS BETTER…

[65] hugs or kisses: honestly, it depends, but generally, i’d say hugs

[66] lips or eyes: eyessss

[67] shorter or taller: i don’t care, both is nice

[68] older or younger: as long as it’s pretty close to my age, i don’t mind

[69] romantic or spontaneous: neither LMAO if i had to chose, romantic, bc i’m as spontaneous as a potato, i gotta plan ahead, bruh

[70] nice arms or nice stomach: stomach! and by that i mean any kind of stomach! ripped af or soft, i’m weak.

[71] sensitive or loud: sensitive

[72] hook up or relationship: relationship

[73] troublemaker or hesitant: a nice balance between the two would be cool. let’s be real though, troublemakers always catch my eye, even though i’m quickly annoyed by them just as well wtf is wrong with me

HAVE YOU EVER…

[74] kissed a stranger?: no

[75] drank hard liquor?: yes

[76] lost glasses/contact lenses?: no wtf i’d be walking around half blind

[77] turned someone down: yes

[78] sex on first date?: no

[79] broken someone’s heart?: apparently so

[80] had your own heart broken?: at the time i think i would’ve called it that, but honestly, it wasn’t that horrible, so nah?

[81] been arrested?: no

[82] cried when someone died?: yeah

[83] fallen for a friend?: do lowkey crushes count in which you gush over how amazing someone is? platonic crushes? it’s a thing.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

[84] yourself?: i used not to, but lately i’m more confident i think!

[85] miracles?: not really

[86] love at first sight?: no

[87] Santa Claus?: no

[88] kiss on the first date?: sure

[89] angels?: no

OTHER…

[90] current best friend’s name: Lydia

[91] eye color: greyish-green (if i cry or sometimes late at night they’re really GREEN!)

[92] favorite movie: nightmare before christmas!

10 questions ask game.

tagged by @peacefuldesires​ thx!

What things make you smile and all warm-fuzzy inside? CATS no seriously, i can have the worst day, but when i walk home and get to pet a cat on the way, i instantly better. i remember coming home after my last final exam all upset and a cat meowing at me and purring and wanting to cuddle with me and i couldn’t help but smile!

What things make you feel a bit sad (don’t push yourself to answer this one)? my current family situation, there’s a bit of drama and fights going on.

What things inspire you to grow? anything and everything, to be honest. there’s new things you experience and learn every single day. things you conquer and master just fine and mistakes you make and all of them shape you into knowing what to do next time a bit more.

The last song(s) that you couldn’t stop listening to? i can’t really think of anything right now, uhhhh, i’ve been listening to the trust me durarara!! ending lately again haha

5. Are you an introvert/extrovert/ambivert? What kind (are you a shy extrovert, super confident introvert, or perhaps a really confused ambivert :0)?: i’m an introvert through and through. i wouldn’t say i’m exceptionally shy nor super confident. i’m somewhere in between. it really depends, around my friends i’m outgoing and cheering and with certain strangers, especially if i know i have to talk with them for literally no longer than 3 minutes right now (i.e. a cashier or someone you walk past) then i’m polite and rather talkative. i just feel exhausted even after spending a lot of time with friends, though the time was enjoyable, but i need my alone time for sure.

What calms you down? the triangle breath! it’s my favorite method to use whenever i feel anxious, upset, angry, or just need to stop and pause for a few minutes. you picture a triangle in your mind (you can even trace it with your finger, or if you can draw it on a piece of paper). you take a breath in through your nose, tracing one side of the triangle. then you breathe out through your mouth, tracing the second and third side of it. other than that, listening to music, taking a nap, petting a cat, watching videos of cats or other cute stuff, sometimes playing a video game.

A character that you really relate to (perhaps you have similar personalities, or maybe you came from similar backgrounds)?: this is gonna sound trashy, but saeyoung choi from mystic messenger and there’s a story behind it too. my friends were playing it way before me and told me “there’s this character that looks just like you, you know nerd glasses, messy red hair, always wearing a baggy black hoodie. he even acts like you, making puns and using memes ALL THE TIME!” and it’s true lmao. also, kaneki ken to some extent? like i really resonate with his personality, the choices he makes, his thoughts speak to me, he’s pretty harsh on himself and goes through ways that are self destructive if he can help others with it.

One thing you love learning? language, it’s just fascinating to me.

Angst or fluff? ANGST, I AM THE ANGST QUEEN, COME ON

If you punch yourself, does that mean you’re strong or does that mean you’re weak? neither and a little bit of both at the same time. let’s go deep in on this one and take the “punch” as emotional self loathing. bashing yourself down definitely doesn’t mean you’re strong, it doesn’t make you tough at all, it only means you’re harsh on yourself. it doesn’t make you weak either. you’re making yourself believe you are weak, but the fact that you endure that and still have the power to do so, means you’re tougher than you’re think.

MY QUESTIONS:

Now that spring’s here, what’s your favorite thing about this season and what do you not like about it?

What’s your spirit animal? Literally. Which animal do you think resembles your inner self and why? (maybe your Patronus, if you know it?

What’s your go-to order at a café?

Do you consider yourself to be creative?

If you could go back in time and change something, would you? If so, what? If not, why?

Where do you see yourself in 20 years from now?

Home sweet home, what makes you feel comfortable in your own home? What’s the overall aesthetic of your room, any colors, textures, an atmosphere, do you maybe keep many stuffed animals or posters or plants?

What do you think is most important when it comes to friendship?

What’s something you improved in since last year?

Werewolves or Vampires, which are cooler?

I tag: @imagine-your-party-hosts​ || @obsessivefujoshi​ || @dotaccino​ || @mollyxmousey​ || anyone who wants to do this

[itstimetodrew]

Tagged by @asapscraggy! Thank you for this lol, I’m putting off an assignment :^)

Rules: Complete the survey and say who tagged you in the beginning. When you are finished tag people to do this survey. Have fun and enjoy!

1. Are you named after someone? Nope! It was the first name both my parents were like ‘...eh, okay’ on. How special lol

2, When is the last time you cried? Sad cry? A week ago. But usually when I get super excited I tear up, and that could have been a few day ago because of Drew fanart or something lol

3. Do you like your handwriting? I DON’T, it’s TERRIBLE. In every way, in every language.

4. What is your favorite lunch meat? Hm...turkey is okay.

5. Do you have kids? lol no. I might want to adopt a couple in the future.

6. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? I want to say yes because I obviously like all the things I like BUT I worry people I really dislike are more similar to myself than I want to believe. Maybe I wouldn’t like myself at all :o

7. Do you use sarcasm? Yes, but not as often as I used to.

8. Do you still have your tonsils? Yup!

9. Would you bungee jump? NAH.

10. What is your favorite kind of cereal? I eat Special K a lot because it’s a cereal that actually keeps me full. But Reese’s Puffs and Cocoa Pebbles are good, too!

11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? No lol

12. Do you think you’re a strong person? Physically? No. Emotionally....mm still no. Mentally?? ...........probably another no lol

13. What is your favorite ice cream flavor? I go for flavors loaded with stuff or are special kinds. Cookie dough with m&ms, caramelized banana chip, chocolate hazelnut.... But if I have to pick a normal flavor, chocolate is always good.

14. What is the first thing you notice about people? Their face, I guess? I’m always looking for responsiveness in the face when I’m talking with people. If I’m talking and they just ‘:|’ then I have a terrible time and feel I’m doing something wrong. (Probably because I’m overly expressive lol)

15: Red or pink? Red.

16. What is the least favorite physical thing you like about yourself? Ironically, even though I say I’m over expressive, my face doesn’t get that far. Even if I smile really big, it doesn’t look like much. I’m told I usually look angry or bored so :/ (And I don’t even like my smile to begin with. I blame my cheeks)

17. What color pants and shoes are you wearing now? No shoes, blue jeans.

18. What was the last thing you ate? Chocolate cake from a Japanese bakery. GOOD STUFF.

19. What are you listening to right now? The hum of my laptop because I’m wondering why it’s struggling when I’m just typing on Tumblr.

20. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Gray. I like it and it’s like me. Blends in to the background and is pretty unassuming lol

21. Favorite smell? I don’t know, PASS

22. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? My mom. I call her every day :’)

23. Favorite sport to watch? None really....going to baseball games in person is the most okay though.

24. Hair color? Brown (supposed to be very slightly red but my color washes out easily)

25. Eye color? Gray (maybe pale blue or green but honestly it usually looks gray lol)

26. Do wear contacts? no

27. Favorite food to eat? I have too many, don’t do this to me. Currently I don’t even have a favorite food because I eat the same damn 3 things on campus and I’m starting to get real tired of it.

28. Scary movies or comedy? Comedy!

29: Last movie you watched? YUGIOH...THE DARK SIDE OF DIMENSIONS >:D

30. What color shirt are you wearing? navy blue

31. Summer or winter? summer!

32. Hugs or kisses? Hugs

33. What book are you currently reading? I guess just my Spoken Japanese textbook for class lol

34. Who do you miss right now? mm..no one :o

35. What is on your mouse pad? I don’t have a mouse pad, just a wireless mouse with some doodle peacock feather and rose pattern...thing.

36. What is the last tv program you watched? My 600lb Life on TLC. That’s the only thing I watch like..once a week lol. Since Hoarders new season is over. :( (I have bad taste in TV honestly lol)

37. What is the best sound? Drew’s shitty-ass voice. No wait SHUU’S VOICE BOY OH BOY THAT IS ANGELIC

38. Rolling Stones or The Beatles? Beatles.

39. What is the furthest you have ever traveled? Florida

40. Do you have a special talent? I’m really good at picking out minor characters to get too attached to.

41. Where were you born? Painesville, Ohio. (Yes. A city of pain lol)

42. People you expect to participate in this survey? bruh I don’t care I’m just trying to kill time and procrastinate

do it if ya want (and you’ve probably been tagged but I’m too lazy to check) @espeonsweetie @nihilistgirlfriend @rosssquirtle @glaycia @hydro-kanan @rikirinka @rik-u @passionatelyinnocent @odd-jobs-gin

[kkukkung]

Im crying in the school bathroom rn I seriously love wonho so much I'm in pain why is he my ideal guy in every way he's so amazing and handsome and sweet but whO CARES BEVause he don't kno me haha am I right

big mood all the time im always in pain bc he rly................ doesn’t KNOW i would let him shave off my eyebrows if he wanted 2

tardy replies as usual under the cut!

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I wouldn't even care if wonho was a high maintenance boyf tbh I'd just sit and comb his hair all day and tell him he's pretty

hdjkfh this was so long ago but i think i was mostly kidding abt him being a high maintenance bf... like he would do so much giving? but i guess the only thing he’d need is constant reassurance that his s/o loves him imo jfdhgjk... i also think he’d b someone who either doesn’t settle down ever or does it very late in his life!

annie 🌹literary queen ❤️ literally crowned with a laurel wreath! not be drum attic but this midsummer nights monsta au is so!!!! give me sistar as the four star crossed lovers then drag me to h*ll and give me this doctor faustus au i'm itching for with kihyun as faustus and k.will as mephistopheles bc i love to watch my faves s*ffer but don't let me rip until i get my much ado about nothing au with the entire cast of starship ent and a lil cameo from giriboy!

(in refence to this monsta x as shakespearean archetypes ask!) fjdshgkjs shh i lov u... why is k will as mephistopheles so Accurate esp no.mercy k will lmao. um u should write all of these? in fact if... if anyone has mx literary aus.... hmu...... i’ll n*t

another thing about that incident is that it seems like the fan doesn't think Changkyun and Jooheon undersood them?? (an extension i guess they assumed they don't understand english very well) and that's pretty problematic. it seems to me that when they didn't respond the fan assumed they didn't understand and kept repeating it, as a joke. but they literally did That to the two with the most proficient english in the group... it's rly a mess all around. it's disrespectful through and through

(in relation to that gross “d*ddy” incident from a while ago) ik i feel like some intl fans think korea is a land completely culturally and linguistically alienated/divorced from the rest of the world or something and while cultural relativism is real to some extent... the idea that koreans are completely unaware of ~outside~ things is deeply racist. like mostly white ppl think that diasphoric poc are completely Different from them? when my mum went to the states 15 years ago some ppl literally asked her if there were newspapers in china lol...

i just randomly thought of monsta x as sesame street characters mostly bc i wanna see kihyun and wonho duke it out as bert and ernie (kihyun w/ the waste paper bin on his head and wonho asking 'where's the waste paper bin' and kihyun saying 'ask me that again and look into my eyes') and also minhyuk being elmo tbh...

JKGHKJDF PLEASe!!!! when will something like this b photoshopped... minhyuk as elmo is... spot on... i remember once elmo appeared on a now-discontinued late night talk show program i used to watch when i was in primary school and he was like “elmo likes wasabi, that’s why elmo has no eyebrows” and idk why ive never been able to forget this????? very lmh. also this made me think of a monsta x muppets au n minhyuk is the pic of ass-gape kermit.... next post of mine will b monsta x as kermit reaction pics

Hyungkyun is such an under appreciated ship. Like, they just get each other so well? Why do people overlook it. ㅠ.ㅠ Do you have a moment that made you ship them? How would you describe their dynamic?

it’s bc they’re intp x intj they don’t rly... Understand each other with minimal effort/real communication lmao it’s very efficient. both quiet lil darlings who aren’t emotionally That Open but enjoy their own little space together sometimes?? their dynamic is like... they’re weird in different ways but they’re v chill together. u can tell hyungwon is super fond of changkyun like he has this Expression when ck does anything at all.... i think these two rly love each other’s personalities bc they’re both kind/gentle/peaceful types and their overall ?? vibe is just highly compatible... they’re absolute darlings... v soft together... i can’t think of a favourite moment but i rly rly love their birthday messages for each other last year like changkyun’s message for hyungwon was like “ur rly cool bruh ur rly such a great person” and hyungwon’s message for changkyun was rly... just him obviously doting on him n finding him cute jksfdhg i lov them a lot :(

soyou: i know how to make hair pretty :))) knetz: dirty fckn iljin why can't she be out there being being PRODUCTIVE in society by having babies and learning how to be a good wife for her future husband ://// smh how dare she be successful now when i'm stuck doing what society wants me to do but also anonymously attacking ppl i don't personally know on the internet bc THATS respectable the irony of ugly knetz is so transparent

The whole thing about Knetz and wonho's "scandalous" past reminded me of something. As a PSA to those people who are so insistent and pushy that idols aren't allowed to have sex/date/be anything but straight: Fuck all of you. You do not own these people, and if you really cared about them you'd be happy if they were happy. Like tbh, if anyone that famous and busy could also balance out a relationship at the same time, I'd be so happy for them. It really bugs me how all idols are supposed (1/2)(2/2) have this squeaky clean innocent image where they have to look and act a certain way and have these stupid fucking dating bans because once they don't meet up to that image their success suffers. Idols already give up so much privacy, and the last thing they need is millions of people scrutinizing every little thing they do. I don't even know where I started this rant from, but basically, GIVE IDOLS PRIVACY AND DONT JUDGE THEM FOR THEIR PASTS OR FOR BEING IN RELATIONSHIPS OR WHATEVER

yeth ty for highlighting the gross obsession w purity and productivity (like the first anon said -- a very confucian sort of ideal)... i don’t rly have anything else to add here i think. also i would fight for soyou i fact i would fight lmh who said she was his ideal type in no.mercy era... she’s rly one of my faves and the way she was slandered for the hairdressing thing was one of the most ridiculous things knets ever did lmao honestly yuk

u a kihyun stan now👀👀👀

im a @fhiz​ stan it’s the same thing tbh

ahh so i saw your tags on that jh gifset! as one of the few jh stans (or maybe there are way more than i think there are lol) i rly love his "reversal charm." he has a lot of what i lack as a person: a strong presence and a lot of confidence! i respect him so much as a person alth i rag on him a lot LMAO. sorry if this is a bit long winded but i just rly wanted to put this out there ;;

this is rly cute i lov hearing ppl talk abt their faves lovingly it rly... Heals Me. i think it’s strange how underappreciated jooheon is in this fandom especially bc he’s usually the one who catches ur eye first bc he’s so hyped by starship as being a one-in-a-million talented rapper u know? and he rly shines in mvs and no.mercy but............. y does he have the least fansites jkfhdg ?? you’re v right abt the reversal charm thing but i feel like sometimes it’s very overdone like... on lots of shows he’s asked to do aegyo when rly he should be asked to... idk... rap or dance or something?? i actually think jooheon is the most serious member of monsta x sometimes bc he seems to have a sense that he’s.. the pillar of mx if that makes sense? and that’s why he’s always pushing himself and working tirelessly like he feels very Responsible for this group, more than anyone else. idk if that makes sense!!! i love him and i want him to... unwind a bit bc sometimes he looks so stressed and tired but he still feels the need to pretend to be energetic like my heart rly hurts for him :/ this got so emo im sry i do rly love to hear that u respect him sm i love jooheon stans :(

i can see what u mean about jooheon being 1 of the most masculine. (iirc u also talked abt kihyun being that in a post a while ago) like with his face and his physique he really is striking; his body=like that slim,upside-down Y that you'd learn to draw men w/ in Anatomy 101 , but i think.. ,--not that u asked, but,, i think the jury's still out on if he's comfortable w his masculinity with the way he acts feminine lyk misogynistic comedians Can sound like dead ringers for women,? idk & i take +

(not sure if there was a 2nd part to this? there’s nothing else in my inbox so i’m sry if there was and tumblr ate it) yeth i think i meant that his demeanor is the most ~~masculine~~ whereas i think kihyun is still the most... idk... mature-masculine?? if tht makes sense, and i definitely agree w u on that second point! i didn’t think of that at the time but now that i... do... think abt it... ur right and also the way he comes back from it by putting on the >swag demeanor again in an attempt to polarise it is definitely a bit 👀👀👀 he probably doesn’t want to risk his Manly Rapper Image for real u kno? that said it’s ingrained in kpop that behaving cute --> “girly” entails that sort of “comedic” high-pitched voice + compact body language etc.... like i’m not condoning that ofc but i definitely think it’s broader than this particular case! :/ hm

maybe i'd be doing better in school if i could major in kihyunology ;~; i stan him but i def think we still don't know much about him even after all this time after debut. especially when i look at him compared to wonho who wears his heart on his sleeve (bless him i love wonho sm, gotta protect this bun at all costs!!)...but ya it just makes me wanna learn more about him like who is the real kihyun??

i want to write a kihyun meta when i have time... i feel like i Get him a bit more these days but it’s also very hard to put into words bc u kno when u kinda sorta mb get some1 but it’s a feeling rather than anything conveniently expressable gkjdhfjk.... idk if anyone wants to send in some Kihyun Thoughts + Meta feel free! :>> i don’t think he’s actually... as complex as we sometimes make him out to be lol like his behaviour is actually kind of predictable? more on his later

wait is the february comeback actually true? ugh i'm so conflicted cuz on one hand i'm excited if there's really gonna be a full length album, but i also think they need more rest but then there's the matter of getting their first win and idk i'm super psyched but i'm also worried that the boys are being overworked

i still feel like they had a comeback like yesterday lol like looking at their schedules stresses me out bc they do so much..... im glad wonho got to go to his mum’s cafe recently tho! all we can do is have faith in them rn and when it’s time... stream, buy things if ur able to, spread the news and the hype etc. i am definitely Worried abt some things like the competition they’re up against but.... gotta have faith u kno... and i feel like all active idols are kind of... permanently worked very hard but i think currently only jooheon and shownu are a bit Overloaded. also has the date been confirmed yet... it’s february already...

[jiminie-peach]

I’m super bored

1. Who  was the last person you held hands with? My cat 2. Are you outgoing or shy? Mostly shy but i mean i can be sorta loud sometimes 3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? My bed 4. Are you easy to get along with? Yup, i dont say much 5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? Of course, Jimin is loyal 6. What kind of people are you attracted to? The ones that are sweet and quiet but caring and selfless 7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? Pfffft no, im alone forever and ever.... 8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? My mom because the tv is loud 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? depends on who its with tbh 10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? My friend Kyle 11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? “WAIT ARE YOU A COWBOY?!” 12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? Thats too much thinking 13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? No wtf are we monkeys?! 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? I mean the fact that I am actually alive rn is a miracle so... 15. What good thing happened this summer? idk nothing good happened yet 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Yes, he is my cat i love him 17. Do you think there is life on other planets? Yes 18. Do you still talk to your first crush? Jimin will always be loved 19. Do you like bubble baths?no gross no 20. Do you like your neighbors? eh, i mean bella is okay 21. What are you bad habits? Cleaning dishes and just letting them sit in the draining bin instead of drying them with a towel.  22. Where would you like to travel? anywhere away from ‘murica 23. Do you have trust issues? pfft yup 24. Favorite part of your daily routine? The end 25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? Literally every part, have you met me? (im trans btw lol) 26. What do you do when you wake up? Sleep more 27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? Probably lighter 28. Who are you most comfortable around? My cat 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? Yeah, boy did i turn that mf down real quick 30. Do you ever want to get married? Depends on what Jimin wants *winks* 31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? that would hurt 32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? Jimin and Hobi 33. Spell your name with your chin. wsazmn 34. Do you play sports? What sports? no hah 35. Would you rather live without TV or music? TV 36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? Yes, everyone i liked (tho i said “i love you jiminie” at the concert so...) 37. What do you say during awkward silences? Nothing, I am the awkward silence 38. Describe your dream girl/guy? Jimin 39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? Amazon 40. What do you want to do after high school? College 41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? As long as they learned from their mistake 42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? That i am normal 43. Do you smile at strangers? yes because i dont want to die 44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? Whatever kills me quicker 45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? The thought of coming back later. And jimin. 46. What are you paranoid about? Germs and the mistakes ive made and the ones i will make 47. Have you ever been high? on anxiety, yes 48. Have you ever been drunk? not that i know of.... 49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? idk how to answer this 50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? Grey 51. Ever wished you were someone else? Literally every day 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? My gender  53. Favourite makeup brand? Whats a makeuop 54. Favourite store? Amazon, i just said this 55. Favourite blog? idk i dont remember urls 56. Favourite colour? Red, or peach 57. Favourite food? Pizza, or mochi 58. Last thing you ate? pizza 59. First thing you ate this morning? Pizza, i dont eat much 60. Ever won a competition? For what? yes, for most sleep (jk ive accomplished nothing)  61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? nope, i am a child of jesus 62. Been arrested? For what? no, jesus child here 63. Ever been in love? yes *looks at picture of jimin* 64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? it never happened  65. Are you hungry right now? yes, or i feel sick idk 66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? yes, i have no real friends hmu tho 67. Facebook or Twitter? twitter, what am i 40? 68. Twitter or Tumblr? fuck...tumblr  69. Are you watching tv right now? no  70. Names of your bestfriends? Kyle, Bella, Natalie, idk im alone 71. Craving something? What? death..... 72. What colour are your towels? colour? really? 72. How many pillows do you sleep with? one 73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no, i have a picture  of jimin 74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? two, some cloud thing and a yoshi plushie 75. Favourite animal? A wild yoongi 76. What colour is your underwear? black ;) 77. Chocolate or Vanilla? Vanilla you racist fuck 78. Favourite ice cream flavour? bruh look up 79. What colour shirt are you wearing? Black 80. What colour pants? Tan 81. Favourite tv show? whats a tv 82. Favourite movie? Howls moving castle 83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? 1 84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? MG 85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? i dont remember lmao  86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? Dory 87. First person you talked to today? My cat 88. Last person you talked to today? My cat 89. Name a person you hate?My cat 90. Name a person you love?My cat (and Jimin of course) 91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? My c- jk probably my sister cuz shesabitch 92. In a fight with someone? once again my sister 93. How many sweatpants do you have? two, theyre actually the same pair, my mom bought two for some reason idk 94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? A lot 95. Last movie you watched? Howls moving castle 96. Favourite actress? Idk 97. Favourite actor?idk 98. Do you tan a lot? too much, i become a different race  99. Have any pets? bitch please, scroll up 100. How are you feeling? Idk what are you feeling? 101. Do you type fast? idkyoutellme 102. Do you regret anything from your past? all of it 103. Can you spell well? yes, and i annoy everyone that fucks up their spelling or grammar because im an asshole lol 104. Do you miss anyone from your past? yes, jimin from the concert 105. Ever been to a bonfire party? ive set things on fire, yes 106. Ever broken someone’s heart? Idk but jimin broke mine 107. Have you ever been on a horse? Yes....i dont wanna talk about it 108. What should you be doing? Uhhhhhh wow i have nothing to- STUDYING FUCK 109. Is something irritating you right now? My cat that just ran away from me 110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? yes. jiminie *wipes tear* 111. Do you have trust issues? We have been over this, are you repeating yourself on purpose?  112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? uhhh my friend at the bts concert 113. What was your childhood nickname? Sammyton, it was only made a year ago but i am a child so... 114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? yes, i was born  in california and live in new jersey 115. Do you play the Wii?*wipes tear* too much 116. Are you listening to music right now?yes, kpop 117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?no im gluten free 118. Do you like Chinese food? ye 119. Favourite book? Note to self  120. Are you afraid of the dark? No, i am the dark 121. Are you mean? I can be a dick.... 122. Is cheating ever okay? no tf 123. Can you keep white shoes clean? uhhhhhhh no 124. Do you believe in love at first sight? yes lmao too much 125. Do you believe in true love? yes *looks at jimin again* 126. Are you currently bored? yes why else would i b- ITS BEEN 126 QUESTIONS?!? 127. What makes you happy? jimin 128. Would you change your name? Yes im going to  129. What your zodiac sign?cancer 130. Do you like subway? No im gluten free 131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? idk depends on how attractive they are, i mean if theyre my friend their personality is covered. 

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? Youre repeating yourself again

133. Favourite lyrics right now?click click to the bang

134. Can you count to one million?pffft i dont have the time  135. Dumbest lie you ever told? that i dont have the time to count to one million 136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? closed 137. How tall are you? not 138. Curly or Straight hair? straight 139. Brunette or Blonde? burnt 140. Summer or Winter? summer 141. Night or Day?night 142. Favourite month? what, march 143. Are you a vegetarian? yes 144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? depends 145. Tea or Coffee? fuck 146. Was today a good day? no 147. Mars or Snickers? i live in hackettstown, mars headquarters  148. What’s your favourite quote? such a liar 149. Do you believe in ghosts? no 150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first  line on that page? i dont feel like getting up

wow i am pathetic. 

[lil-loucifer]

all get to know me questions

Shit alright

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

A friend from high school

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

Shy as shit fam

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

Short term: no one, really. Long term: my boi hayden

4. Are you easy to get along with?

Sometimes? I can be pretty difficult at times

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

Yea! Though I’m sure he wouldn’t like it lmao

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

Pretty much anyone who talks to me regularly and expresses mutual affection

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

Probably not :p

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

Some people from my next class today, we’re in the same work group

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

Depends on who I’m talking to

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

Hayden I think? 

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

”Hope it was worth it >;3c”

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

SING - My Chemical Romance

Na Na Na - My Chemical Romance 

In-A-Gadda-Da-Vida - Iron Butterfly

All Along the Watchtower - Jimi Hendrix

Fortunate Son - Creedence Clearwater Revival

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

Only if I give them express consent 

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

Kinda?

15. What good thing happened this summer?

Nothing, it was hot and disappointing 

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

I’ve never kissed anyone fam

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

Yeah! Somewheree

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

Sometimes?

19. Do you like bubble baths?

It’s kinda mehh

20. Do you like your neighbors?

They’re alright, but my family always discouraged talking to them for some reason, so I don’t really know them very well

21. What are you bad habits?

Anti-social tendencies, compulsive lying, etc.

22. Where would you like to travel?

I like staying home ;-;

23. Do you have trust issues?

Yeah

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

That moment of peace in the morning when I wake up before my alarm

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

My fuckin fat

26. What do you do when you wake up?

Oh, y’know. Guy stuff. 

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

I’m good, honestly

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

The friends I feel safe sharing stuff with

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

Kinda half-assedly

30. Do you ever want to get married?

Not sure, tbh

31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?

Yeah!

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

...None of them?

33. Spell your name with your chin.

...I’d rather not

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

Nope

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

TV.

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

Yeah! Plenty of times.

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

“So...”

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

Likes me

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

Gamestop (lmao) and wal-mart

40. What do you want to do after high school?

Sleeping

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

Depends on what they did 

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

I haven’t felt a need to talk in a while. Don’t worry, it’s not you, I just prefer to be quiet.

43. Do you smile at strangers?

Yeah! It’s polite

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

Ocean?

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

I gotta get some clothes on before someone comes in

46. What are you paranoid about?

Plenty of stuff! People hating me, natural disasters, etc.

47. Have you ever been high?

No

48. Have you ever been drunk?

Nope

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

Nahh

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

The one I’m wearing is black with blue inside the hood

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

Yeah

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

Everything?

53. Favourite makeup brand?

I don’t really know anything about makeup

54. Favourite store?

The Fry’s closest to me, purely because they have like, five different Tesla coils around the store that charge up with electricity every now and then and it looks awesome

55. Favourite blog?

My friends’ blogs!

56. Favourite colour?

Blue and black

57. Favourite food? 

Chocolate?

58. Last thing you ate?

A hot pocket

59. First thing you ate this morning?

A hot pocket

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

Bruh I suck at everything

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

I am remarkably good at not getting caught

62. Been arrested? For what?

^^

63. Ever been in love? 

Maybe??

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

See 16 for answers

65. Are you hungry right now?

Nahhh

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

I don’t really have any “real friends” sooo

67. Facebook or Twitter?

Neither??

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

...Tumblr

69. Are you watching tv right now?

No??

70. Names of your bestfriends? 

Everyn, Hayden, Spark, etc.

71. Craving something? What?

The sweet release of death

72. What colour are your towels?

White, unfortunately (They got a lot of blue on them right now)

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

Two

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

No :c

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

Like, three?

75. Favourite animal?

Cats!!

76. What colour is your underwear?

Gray?

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

Chocolate

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

Chocolate chip cookie dough!

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

Black, with a blue design on it

80. What colour pants?

Blue jeans

81. Favourite tv show?

Lucifer

82. Favourite movie?

Patch Adams!

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

I’ve only ever seen the first one, so...

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

I’ve only ever seen Mean Girls, so...

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

I don’t remember anyone from Mean Girls ;-;

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

The shark guy

87. First person you talked to today?

My dad

88. Last person you talked to today?

This girl from my English class, Christine

89. Name a person you hate?

D*nald *rump

90. Name a person you love?

You!

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

My cousin, Marvin

92. In a fight with someone?

Not today, anyway

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

Like, one

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

Three I think??

95. Last movie you watched?

Spider-Man: Homecoming!!

96. Favourite actress?

I don’t really have one

97. Favourite actor?

^^

98. Do you tan a lot?

Not too much anymore? My skin’s pretty dark lmao 

99. Have any pets?

Nope

100. How are you feeling?

Not bad!

101. Do you type fast?

I type super fast, dude. Like, compared to my friends at least

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

Yeah, plenty of things

103. Can you spell well?

I like to think so!

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

Yeah, but it’s in the past now. Let’s leave it there

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

Nope

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

I’m not sure?

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

No :c

108. What should you be doing?

Homework

109. Is something irritating you right now?

I don’t know whether the announcement my professor sent out saying he was cancelling class was another test of character or not and I am fucking pissed

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

I’m... not sure??

111. Do you have trust issues?

Yup~

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

Some bully in third grade I think

113. What was your childhood nickname?

“L.R.”

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

Yeah! I’ve been to the Philippines once, and my family used to spend short vacations in Nevada every now and then

115. Do you play the Wii?

I haven’t had one plugged in for years, but yea, I would

116. Are you listening to music right now?

Hell yeah >:3 (All Along the Watchtower - Jimi Hendrix)

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

Yeah!

118. Do you like Chinese food?

Kinda? Only a few things. 

119. Favourite book?

Uhhhhhh I dunno I love almost all the books on my shelf, I can’t really choose one

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

Not really.

121. Are you mean?

I’m an asshole

122. Is cheating ever okay?

In competition? Sure. In a relationship? Hell fucking no. 

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

No

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Not really. 

125. Do you believe in true love?

I’m kinda conflicted

126. Are you currently bored?

Yeah

127. What makes you happy?

Friendship and compliments. 

128. Would you change your name?

I can’t really see myself as anything else anymore, so...

129. What your zodiac sign?

Cancer

130. Do you like subway?

Not really? I’m not really that into sandwiches, so...

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

Be really confused, because she’s a huge lesbian.

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

Hayden I think? 

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

“Sing it from the heart,

Sing it ‘till your nuts

Sing it out for the ones that’ll hate your guts, 

Sing it for the deaf,

Sing it for the blind

Sing about everyone that you left behind,

Sing it for the world,

Sing it for the world

~”SING” - My Chemical Romance

134. Can you count to one million?

Not in one go!

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

It was definitely a throwaway thing that I never thought I’d have to keep going

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

Closed.

137. How tall are you?

5′9′’ or 5′10′’ I think

138. Curly or Straight hair?

Well, my hair’s wavy, if that’s what your asking

139. Brunette or Blonde?

I’m naturally brunette

140. Summer or Winter?

Winter!

141. Night or Day?

Night

142. Favourite month?

December!

143. Are you a vegetarian?

No

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

Milk chocolate ftw!

145. Tea or Coffee?

Coffee

146. Was today a good day?

It was alright, I guess

147. Mars or Snickers?

Mars?

148. What’s your favourite quote?

“I am not the singer that you wanted, but a dancer” 

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

Kinda??

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

I’m in a pretty bookless room right now :c